Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in funsmile's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
6:41 am	thinking out loud grabe..sobrang tagal na since nag-post ako...haha... ;p i miss my blockmates! grabe...halos one week ko na silang hindi nkikita...tama ba? now na i'm usually at home, prang hindi tumatakbo ang oras...ang sarap ng pakiramdam na sa wakas ay may oras akong gawin ang mga bagay na gusto ko...ang dami-dami ko pang kailangang gawin sa totoo lang... kailangang ayusin ang isang tambak na mga papel na ginamit last sem...ang mahirap doon, katakot-takot na pagdedesisyon un...kung gagamitin ko pa ba o hindi na...kung gagawin bang scratch paper o itatago o ipapa-bind...kagaya ng photocopy ng wolpert na ilang chapter din na hindi ko naman nabasa...grrr...regrets...better time management...hay nako...ano kayang gagawin ko dun? umaga na...sa labas, sumisikat na naman ang araw...ito ang pinka-gusto kong oras maghapon...ung paglabas ko sa garden, malamig-lamig pa...tapos pag tumingala ka,makikita mo, naghahalo pa lang ang orange sa dark blue na langit...maya-maya, sumisilip na ang yellow...ang ganda...kse, sa mga pagakakataong iyon, pakiramdam ko, walang pwedeng mangyaring masama sa akin...at sa mga taong mahalaga sa akin...parang...lahat pwede pang mangyari... =] ang ganda...sana...maaring ibahagi ang mga ganoong pagkakataon sa iba... =] ahh..thesis...dapat ata ay iyon ang aking ginagawa ngayon...sa pakiwari ko, ako na ang pinaka-delingkwente sa blockmates ko...hay...pero paano? saan ako huhugot ng drive para gawin ito? help... puerto! bakasyon...hay...sana magkatotoo, sana matuloy... =] (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
7:53 am	its the first day that we don't have classes officially...shucks...time does fly so fast...i can't believe that we only have one more sem to go before we graduate...that is...if everything turns out as planned...*sniff* sa totoo, natatakot ako...sobrang daming what ifs sa head...ang sakit tuloy lalo ng ulo ko...to add to my super nakakainis na sipon... i miss my blockmates already...i wish i could spend more time with them...and i can't wait for the laluz trip...sana...maraming pumunta... =] vacation mode na ko kahit hindi pa dapat...dami pang gagawin! grrrrrr... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
8:45 am	If you were asked at what point of your life are you in right now, what would you answer? I wouldn’t know I’d have to stay...Or probably that I am at that point in one’s life where she gets addicted to up’s uaap basketball games and wants to do nothing else but sit on the hardwood that makes the floor of the court and take snapshots of the players from her team...I am at that point right now…I look forward to nothing else other than up’s basketball games and improve the photographs that I currently have of our players and of their game…I desire to sit side-by-side again with the professional photographers and be in the midst of the game even though I am in my jeans…several months before graduating, I strongly feel that I have chosen the wrong path…there is no passion in the things that I have been doing lately...and for someone so emotional, driven only by her desire and her ‘fire’ to do things, this is a major disaster…worse than losing one’s hair…yet I feel I have no choice…I have to finish whatever it is that I have started and be practical…there is just no other way…for the mean time, I would have to continue on with my life…that is, until up still has some hope in making it to the final four…if they don’t…I’d have to settle answering that first question with my first answer…I wouldn’t know… But we lost to feu yesterday…the saddest thing really…but i have hope... =] (3 Comments |Comment on this)